Wednesday, July 27, 2016

I love you

My dear,

I still miss your grandpa.

Sometimes I must be very tough on you.

I am sorry,. Please forgive me.  I love you.  Thank you

Love

Dad

Tuesday, July 26, 2016

I believe

My dear,

I know you always want to be number one.  I also always want to be number one.

The only thing I want you to know is you do your best and the rest is up to God.  A few years ago, your uncle and myself both got sick.  We both want to be number one.  Your uncle wants to start a new company and be the CEO.  I want to be number one in my department.

What I learn from this lesson is

A.  Have compassion for yourself.

      Things don't always work out as you expect.  If you really want something and it didn't work out.  (You did your best).  I would recommend you to pray a lot.  Give yourself credit that you accomplish part A and part B but you still need Lord's help to finish part C.  If you didn't see any help, then congratulate on yourself that you finish part A and part B.  When God gives permission, then part C will be complete.

B.  Have peace

     I would recommend to have peace.  I know it's great when things work out well and your adrenal is pumping.  When things don't work well, the heart sinks.  I think you should pray that you have peace.  I personally do meditation.  (Breath in and breath out).  Your uncle learn to go to big Christian conference to relax.  He learns to take photo or work in the garden to relax.  He learns to play electrical guitar to relax.  I learn to breath in and breath out and look around me.  (enjoy each moment).  I learn to tell myself, "all is well".

C.  Be grateful

    When I look at you, I am grateful. When God give you to us, the birth process has been a miracle.  I am grateful to have you here.  I want to say the same thing to you.  Be grateful to have a wonderful family.  Be grateful that God is looking after you.  Be grateful that you live in a country that has lots of freedom.

Your uncle tells his 18 years old son before he goes to college that there's a family stand behind him.  He hopes success means helping people when they are in need.

I know it's true that I wish you to go to a good college and I wish you to have 健康, 幸運, 美滿, 快樂 life.  I also want to tell you when you're able, it' good to help other just like your mom.

Love

Dad

I am proud of you

My dear,

I am proud of you.
I am proud of you helping your Dad and your Mom.
I am proud of you doing your best at school.
I am proud of you having good ideas that can impact millions.
I am proud of you having a good heart.
I am proud of you of your writing.
I am proud of you.

Love

Dad

Saturday, July 23, 2016

I am always here for you

My dear,

When my emotion is up and my tone become critical, you can't handle it and you react in a negative way.  You want me to speak softer.

I am trying to find a solution.  I think when my emotion go up, I will do the following:  (brainstorming, not in sequence)

A.  Write down what I want to say to you instead of talking.
B.  Tell myself, "I am willing to release the pattern in myself that create this condition."
C.  Tell myself, "All is well.  Everything is working out for my highest good.  Out of this situation only good will come.  I am safe"

D.
D1.  Stand straight or sit straight (breath)
D2.  Congratulation myself that I am aware.  (Am I thinking or feeling?)
D3.  Where is the sensation in my body.
D4.  Breath in and out into my nose.  Breath in and out to this sensation in my body.

Love

Dad


Stiff neck - unbending bullheadedness

It is safe to see other viewpoints.
(Louise Hay)

Saturday, July 16, 2016

Have compassion

Dear one,

Sometimes I request you to do thing that 小時後我被request.  I am sorry.

Love

Dad



I love and approve of myself.
I see myself and what I do with eyes of love.
I am safe
(Louise Hay)

(小時後我被 means when I was young I was being asked.)

Thursday, July 14, 2016

I am always here for you

my dear,

I think there are two kinds of people.  The first kind of people do it because they love it.  The second kind of people do it because there is a need.  I respect both of them.  Some people have the luxary or the guts to do it because they love it.  Some people feel hat they have the responsibility and they are going to make the best out the situation.

Personally, I think either way is good.  The bottom line is to do the best you can,  help others and yourself in the process and don't ever criticize yourself.  May you have 健康, 幸運, 美滿, 快樂 life.  (healthy, blessed and happy life)

Love

Dad

Wednesday, July 13, 2016

allow other's idea

My dear,

A few years ago, you talked about catching pokemon every where.  Your mom and I just smiled.  Yesterday I went to the park and I see so many people use cell phone to catch pokemon.  I suddenly realized when my idea is different from your idea, I should still allow your idea to flow.  It's the right thing to do.

Love

Dad

learn to love yourself

My dear,

I have learned a lot from the past few years.  I know one thing for sure is loving others is easy if I love and accept myself so I will start with myself.

Love

Dad