Always love you

Dear Dad,

I have always love you, yet I always fear you.

I always want to say I love you in my heart 

but I didn't say it aloud to you.

I always obey.

The only times I say no is when you push to hard to ask me writing letters

on an envelop but I don't know the words.

Dear Dad,

I always want to get love from you because you love sis more than me.

It seems that you smile at sis but I always have to earn it.

When sis goes to a good college, I need to do the same to get your attention.

Dear sir,

I know it's all history since you passed away.

I really love you.

I know every one has different relationship.

I understand that's sometimes how the life is.

I forgive you.

Love

In Jesus Name

Amen