Please forgive me

My dear son,

I want to apologize for pushing you hard to get All A.  When I was a child, my parents asked me to get all A.  I guess in my subconscious, I also want the same thing for you.  (yet, at the back of my mind, I sometimes have questions about it.) 

I also want you to know that I am sorry to ask you to get the result right away.  Next time if I push too hard on you, I'll tell myself that "All is well. Everything is working out for the highest good.  Out of this situation, only good will come.  I am safe.".  Sometimes, I just got nervous (or worry) so I push hard on you....

Please forgive your Dad for things that sometimes seem unreasonable.  I was raised in a family that probably push a bit hard.  Sorry about it.  I am willing to change.

Love

Dad


(p.s.

I know that there's some other unresolved issues in my past and I am willing to change.
A lot of times I expect perfection from myself and sorry, I probably expect perfection from you.

Please forgive your dear Dad and teachers for pushing too hard.

I am willing to
forgive myself, parents, school
and everyone.

)